9Wednesday, September 24, 2008
ramadhan shud be great and meaningful month for most of people but not everyone,
not alot ppl is blessed to have good luck or charm,well,what more to be away from ur family?to run away?thinkin that u r so old that u dont need to take responsibilty..what if ur mum is a single mother?wudnt it be hard on her to raise a family up?dont always think abt urself,think abt others?issit werth d sacrification of a family fer someone?the doors of heaven is on footstep of ur mother people,if ur mum dont forgive u,theres no way u r goin heaven,how many biological mother is there one has?think abt it..well,if u respect ur own mum n love ur own mum why the awful disrespect to other ppl mum,contradicting isnt it?a mother is a mother..gerl's one day will grow up and be a mother too..well,sometimes its hard for a single mother to raise a family up,of cus it is..perhaps she is very agrresive and always strict on their children cus,the children has a future,and their mum will always be stricter to guys cus they will take d responsibility,better still if u are clever n well educated,perhaps she doenst want you to have the life she has,but perhaps,d egoness in ppl nowadays,make them blind to even see..all they think is themself,not alot of ppl is being well pampered n etc,like all the things u wann,u have it ur way,ppl live differently n lifestyle cant be compared,example,a beggar wont hav d mindset of a millionaire issnt it?or d demands that each individual had ryte?well,i cud type all day long but yea,certain things is better to be kept,n yea,syawal wud be great to go back to ask for forgiveness..anything can happen,nobody knows,dun regret when is already too late..
well,to my two bro's, firdaus n farhan(bungkos), fir.i wish all the best for you and ur gf,she is a very wonderful gerl,and u guys suit each other perfectly.im so hapy for u guys..and wa,fir da romantic sehh!! cool! n yea,thanks fer all d secrets n stuff, i'll keep it fer life,haha,n bungkos,posted already,near my house,all the best bro in army n yea,may u find ur ardent half soon,hopefully,cus i noe u deserve much more.trust me.. well thats for now.. thank you n happy fasting n may god protect u and also bless you..insyaallah, amin. :)
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Do u know?
Do you know
What it feels like
To love someone
So deeply
And so completely
And have to hide it
Have to plaster a smile
Across a tear-streaked face
And pretend it's okay
Pretend you don't care
Do you know
What it's like
To cry yourself to sleep
Every night
Because you don't stand
A chance
And not want to dream
Because you know
You'll have to wake up
To reality
Do you know
What it's like
To love someone so badly
It could crush your world in two
Do you know
What it's like
To... fall in love with you?
I don't regret the times we had
But hate the times I cried
For with every tear I released
A part of me died
The pain, the hurt, my broken heart
Emotions I can't hide
Escape my soul for you to see
As I try to say good-bye
Good-bye to all the heartache
Good-bye to all the pain
Hello to a love I cannot have
To a Love I've lost and gained
Lies and empty promises
Of what may lie ahead
"A relationship for eternity"
Will merely end up dead
So we must say "good-bye"
And no longer say "hello"
Must no longer lean on and depend
But must move on and let go..