9Wednesday, June 18, 2008
your joy is my pain,
your despair is my gain,
my heart is crying in vain,
but why am i alone feeling this pain,
if ignorance is a bliss,
then i shall ignore you,
and i know you wont even notice,
because i am nothing to you,
i'd even go to the extend of begging,
cause here i am on the verge of dying,
and oh please dont say that i'm not trying,
cause every night alone in my room i am crying,
all i ever wanted was just a chance,
but you never did give it a try,
i'd do anything just to steal your glance,
even if it makes these running tears goes dry,
filled with so much ego inside me,
that never want me to accept defeat,
i guess i still have to concede,
cause in my heart theres still you,
and the truth is that the more i try to hate you,
the more that i'm in love with you.
sanwan nor b hamzah
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Do u know?
Do you know
What it feels like
To love someone
So deeply
And so completely
And have to hide it
Have to plaster a smile
Across a tear-streaked face
And pretend it's okay
Pretend you don't care
Do you know
What it's like
To cry yourself to sleep
Every night
Because you don't stand
A chance
And not want to dream
Because you know
You'll have to wake up
To reality
Do you know
What it's like
To love someone so badly
It could crush your world in two
Do you know
What it's like
To... fall in love with you?
I don't regret the times we had
But hate the times I cried
For with every tear I released
A part of me died
The pain, the hurt, my broken heart
Emotions I can't hide
Escape my soul for you to see
As I try to say good-bye
Good-bye to all the heartache
Good-bye to all the pain
Hello to a love I cannot have
To a Love I've lost and gained
Lies and empty promises
Of what may lie ahead
"A relationship for eternity"
Will merely end up dead
So we must say "good-bye"
And no longer say "hello"
Must no longer lean on and depend
But must move on and let go..