9Saturday, May 10, 2008
My tears run down like razorblades,
And no,theres no one to blame,
Its not you nor its me,
I lose myself in all these fights,
I lose my sense of wrong and right,
I cry, and i still cry,
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head,
I just wanna crawl into my bed,
And throw away the life I led,
Because it makes me so mad,
And its useless if its you that i'll never had,
But I won't let it die.
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Do u know?
Do you know
What it feels like
To love someone
So deeply
And so completely
And have to hide it
Have to plaster a smile
Across a tear-streaked face
And pretend it's okay
Pretend you don't care
Do you know
What it's like
To cry yourself to sleep
Every night
Because you don't stand
A chance
And not want to dream
Because you know
You'll have to wake up
To reality
Do you know
What it's like
To love someone so badly
It could crush your world in two
Do you know
What it's like
To... fall in love with you?
I don't regret the times we had
But hate the times I cried
For with every tear I released
A part of me died
The pain, the hurt, my broken heart
Emotions I can't hide
Escape my soul for you to see
As I try to say good-bye
Good-bye to all the heartache
Good-bye to all the pain
Hello to a love I cannot have
To a Love I've lost and gained
Lies and empty promises
Of what may lie ahead
"A relationship for eternity"
Will merely end up dead
So we must say "good-bye"
And no longer say "hello"
Must no longer lean on and depend
But must move on and let go..