9Sunday, March 23, 2008
Have a picture of yours and hoped it would last,
With you all the way through,
All the nights you and I couldn’t have.
Now I know that it shouldn’t be this hard,
But you’ve moved yourself too damn far.
And I won’t suffice,
I’m thinking it over,
I’m thinking of all the days and nights
We would spend laughing.
Are you happy?
With him,in the warmth of his arms,
Did you like them?
Did you find what you’re looking for?
Because I’m still searching for the life we were living before.
You seem so young and so full of life,
Well I’m getting older with each hopeless night.
You’re still always on my mind,
Are we through this time?
Well angels should ask you,
What you’re doing with me.
I’m an apple that slipped too far from the tree.
But I’m burning to rot away silently,
As you grow into something more promising.
And now we’ve got these god damn words,
That mean nothing when I can’t see your face,
Or have your body for touching.
And everything I eat,
It tastes like you,
So what are you trying to prove?
Cuz the odds are against us,
So all bets are off,
Just know you meant more than I ever could want.
I’m giving up . . .
Just giving you up . . .
If just for one more night,
Then I’ll be happy to walk away.
You could put on that dress you know I love,
Taking it ?
You always knew what I liked.
They base movies off our lives but somehow they wouldn’t suffice.
You’ve got moves and abuse them,
And I’ve got pictures to prove enough,
And all the way, ?
You’re burning every note I ever sent,
So I’ll find you,
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Do u know?
Do you know
What it feels like
To love someone
So deeply
And so completely
And have to hide it
Have to plaster a smile
Across a tear-streaked face
And pretend it's okay
Pretend you don't care
Do you know
What it's like
To cry yourself to sleep
Every night
Because you don't stand
A chance
And not want to dream
Because you know
You'll have to wake up
To reality
Do you know
What it's like
To love someone so badly
It could crush your world in two
Do you know
What it's like
To... fall in love with you?
I don't regret the times we had
But hate the times I cried
For with every tear I released
A part of me died
The pain, the hurt, my broken heart
Emotions I can't hide
Escape my soul for you to see
As I try to say good-bye
Good-bye to all the heartache
Good-bye to all the pain
Hello to a love I cannot have
To a Love I've lost and gained
Lies and empty promises
Of what may lie ahead
"A relationship for eternity"
Will merely end up dead
So we must say "good-bye"
And no longer say "hello"
Must no longer lean on and depend
But must move on and let go..